(Tuesday, November 1, 2011 / 9:03 PM)
I'm not in a good mood again. Feeling lazy. Haih. Results suck. Gonna brush up during holidays.
So many things are in my mind now. Don't know which to start first. I'm lost. Form 4 life has almost finished. And next year is SPM. Aigoo. My feeling is indescribable now.
Yeah. And I miss you all of the sudden. Why. Why. Keep asking myself.
I need someone to talk to. No one. I don't want to tell anyone or I don't have the someone that I
want to share with ? I don't know.
First post in 2011. (Saturday, July 23, 2011 / 12:59 PM)
I'm back to post. :) yeah. Exam is around the corner. gosh ! stress. Form 4 life ain't easy. Still, i have to stay strong.
Feeling moody, emo today. Nobody cares, nobody understand. Wanna find someone to talk to. but, who ? :/ It's always hard to communicate. People do not understand and most of them will just think of themselves.
FOCUS ON STUDIES ! :)
so much to do yet,
lack of time,
dont know where to strat from.
(Wednesday, November 24, 2010 / 6:25 PM)
Back from cameron. yeah. sigh. this holiday doesn't seem to be a good one. Things happen and things changes. In a sudden, you'll never know. cheer up, my friend.
How am i suppose to trust you ? when the trust, getting strong, *pak. you did the same thing again. TRUST that built, need time, not easy. It just GONE. i dont know what to talk about next, what to tell you next. i'm feeling tired, all this way longgg. It's really not easy to forgive and forget.
(Tuesday, November 23, 2010 / 11:31 PM)
In cameron now with puiyee and mom. had fun today ! and ate a lot !! OMGGG !! FATTENING !!! GAIN WEIGHT !!! GRRRR. HAHAHA. =) bought soevenirs for friends. hope you guys will like it. :)
SIGH. what am i to you !? am i really that important ? as you said "oh. i'm the most important in your life." i'm wondering, what you've told me. You did wrong, apologize, promise wont do it again. But i cant see any changes from you. REALLY. I CANT. i dont dare to talk to you at times and being straight forward, i worry that i might hurt your feeling. Now, who's gonna care about my feel ? suffer. I can guarantee that i'm very patient with you. i told you thousand of times, gave you hints. but you dont get it. why ? i feel insecure. do you know ? cant you just stand at my side a little more ?
dont regret.
heart bleeding, heart pain-ing, eyes crying, tears flowing.
dont like the feel.
it comes back, once again.
sometimes, i feel that it will be better if we never met.
sorry.
(Monday, November 22, 2010 / 9:08 PM)
Went to school ealy in the morning. And it was a rainy day. Dont want to wake up, but no choice ! I HAVE TO ! grrr. At cc with puiyee, yanyee and others. Dont have much thing to do. And it was boring. We ended up chit chatting. aikss. We didnt have breakfast and we were starving D: We had "bak kut teh" :P *thumbs up
Back to house. I was bored bored and still bored. -.-' read book, online, watch tv. OH. Watched GOGUMA COUPLE, latest episode. omggggg. They look good together :D HAHAHAHA. *envy XD seohyun linked yonghwa's arm for the fisrt time !! :D
Going Cameron with mom and puiyee tomorrow. Looking forward to it ! :) Hope it'll be awesome trip ! hee. :)
you love rain ♥
"little chalk" :P
GOGUMA !! ♥
cameron tomorrow ! with HER. Lol.
Love is like quicksand, the deeper and deeper you fall in. the harder it is to get out.
(Sunday, November 21, 2010 / 8:22 PM)
SUNDAY ! :) Had a good night sleep. haha. i dreamt of something and someone. Weird dream. Never meet the someone before. awwhh. =P py said what happened in dream, might happen in reality ? omgggg. HAHAH xD
*yawnnn* sleepy :P
After that, i went kizuna with mom . sushi oh sushi. i'm Fullll ! teeeheee. :D
sushiiii. =]
Aunt baked muffins and gave us ! yummmy. chocolate, butter and lemon ! HAHA =) i'm lovin it xD hee. Thank you !
Later on, went stadium for squash. Played from 2 to 4. gahhh. This is so tiringgg yet, FUN ! enjoy playing. :D
Can i have starbucks coffee now ?! :( yeah ! say YES, pleaseee. :P
HAIH. Piano tomorrow ! I'm lazyyy ! sigh sigh sigh.
LIAR !! are you ? :(
(Saturday, November 20, 2010 / 9:21 PM)
hmmm. Woke up early in the morning and chiyan came to my house to check steven's homework. HAHA. then we go tuition together. :) Yeah, she just came back from KOREA !! omggg. I want to go weyyy. :/ Went for add maths tuition and later on sejarah. Add maths ? ermmm. HOPE I CAN HANDLE IT, and of course for all the subjects. :)
+ - x / = % (1+1=2) :P
I'm going cameron with mom, sis and PUIYEE !! HAHA. Most probably :) Her parents let a go weyy. MIRACLE ! XD i'm excited ! This will be my second time. Get some fresh, cool air over there, relax myself, enjoy myself. :P
Cameron Highlands
Strawberries
omggg. I want this. :PP
Chiyan and i planned to bake cheese tart, cupcakes before PMR ! Guess what. Till now, 20th of november 2010, we still cant make it ! XD sigh. Want to bake with friendss badly. Have fun baking with them ! :D Love my friends !
Friends, let's try this next time :)
cupcakes.
Because of you... I laugh a little harder, cry a little less, and smile a little more. :)
It's not how long your relationship was. It is on how sincere and deep your love was.
